- Sometimes
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jeskavalentine
- September 30th, 2007
Sometimes I wonder why I continue to live this life, dreams are dreamed, plans are made, only to be crushed and smashed on the rocks of reality. Friends are lost... familys destroyed, and in general lives are ruined. Emotionally people die everyday, unable to continue on their meaningless walk, to persue the worthless existance. And yet I struggle on, trying to push past the walls and closed doors this life throws at me. I have hit that edge, looked on to the blackness beyond and screamed my defiancy at the world, I refuse to give up, refuse to be broken. I am me, I am strong, I refuse to be destroyed, broken, used, ruined! I WILL WIN. And when I do, I will look into the face of the world that tryed to destroy me, and I will LAUGH.